I sort of feel like I’m being followed by a flashlight. Every time I pause in gratitude thinking the whole thing has run it’s course the article is exposed in a new place to shock me – yet another Wake-Up. I had no idea this Video attached to he Coffee Painting article.
Even my Horoscope for the day wouldn’t let me hide.
GEMINI. (May 21 – June 20): Your ears must be buzzing. You’re everyone’s favorite topic of conversation and the press is good. It’s a sorely needed vote of confidence.
It’s Showtime!
As I begin to collect my thoughts with a great desire to just get this over with and go forward I begin to see some of the deeper messages—like the universe is telling me I can no longer hide in my comfort zone of privacy. The origin of Stage Fright must have come from a place like this. I do know that lately I have been experiencing a desire to Join-In more or “Put myself out there”and now it is being forced on me. But it is coming in a way that I have no choice but to enjoy it and grow with it. Glow with it. I feel fortunate for such a lucky break and don’t want it to feel like it’s a bad or scary thing. I need to get comfortable with people looking at me and seeing what I am up to. Someone in my yoga class even posted the article on the main bulletin board in the gym. I was quickly embarrassed and my first reaction was to rip it off the wall. I didn’t. I’m learning.